Forgetting To Be
july 17th, 2011.
this was the last personal, from the heart post that i wrote on my blog called 'happiness?'.
i was in the midst of another uber busy season, opening up a brand new studio space for KSP & unfortunately faced with some unexpected life lessons of trust & friendship. as much as an exciting time as it was with KSP finally planting it's roots & making it's home, it was a difficult time emotionally. i was stuck & due to my 7 day a week work schedule, never finding the 'time' to take care of me.
the time to just be.
and even when i tried to carve out some time, my mind wasn't able to rest & my heart felt heavy like a fifty pound weight.
this was the last personal, from the heart post that i wrote on my blog called 'happiness?'.
i was in the midst of another uber busy season, opening up a brand new studio space for KSP & unfortunately faced with some unexpected life lessons of trust & friendship. as much as an exciting time as it was with KSP finally planting it's roots & making it's home, it was a difficult time emotionally. i was stuck & due to my 7 day a week work schedule, never finding the 'time' to take care of me.
the time to just be.
YET,,, something stopped me from writing.
& in a way, something stopped me from truly LIVING.
i became trapped within a cycle of wanting to please others, take care of all else, leave Ksenija for last.
well, not anymore.
we can say it is something about the new year,,,
or just something about it being time.
time to let out all that i have been trapping inside.
time to make a difference,
time to LIVE.
time to LOVE.
time to blast my PASSION.
time to shine.
time to make time.
yes, it's time. & BOYYYYYYY do i have so. much. to share.
it's time to really smile.
you know, that inside out from the heart S M I L E ?!
yeah, that's the one.
you reminded me that even when i do not feel my best, there is so much light within us regardless. thank you.
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i hope this finds you all smiling from the inside out on this deliciously sunny Friday.
with love & gratitude,
ksen