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however, Jones-ie wasn't too fond of that idea :
thank you for another beautyFULL year of laughter, long walks, sun dancing, snow-angel making, ball-chasing, head-out-the-car-window, road-trip, grass rolling-loving adventures! my life would be soooooo much less FULL without you & your unconditional, amazing love. i can't even imagine.
thank you for all that you are & all that you do,,, without even knowing you are doing it.
you fill my heart FULL of happy every. single. day.
i WUFF you!
Nicole!!! i hope you enjoy the pics below & that this finds you smiling that beautyFULL smile of yours. it was seriously SO great to be able to hang out & catch up -- i could have & chatted with you allllll day! i feel so lucky to know you & am beyond excited for your wedding day.... in just a few weeks now! yayyy! with love & gratitude, ksen
Nicole, you are G O R G E O U S !!!
. happiness is .
Jones & i took a long early morning walk.
a mix of Zac Brown Band, Jack Johnson, The Rolling Stones, Gary Allen, Bob Marley & The Avett Brothers rang through my headset.
i worked out, showered, ate a smoked salmon/arugula-filled breakfast & felt 'great'.
then work whizzed me away.
but for some reason
i can't shake this feeling that has crept up on me.
& despite the glorious sunshine,
today, i simply cannot ignore my aching heart.
so as i was driving earlier,
i kept telling myself things like
'this too shall pass'
'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'
'one day you will look back & understand why this is all happening the way it is'
'in the big picture, none of this really matters'
and of course,
'without heartache, you never know how good love really feels'...
and then, i stumbled across a little diddy i created awhile back called
life sure is a ride,,,
a ride i'm enjoying every second of.
yes, the 'hard' bits of it, too.
because even in those moments,
you are allowing yourself the vulnerability of discovering more & more of
...just another reason to be happy, even in the 'unhappy'.
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